Guilt

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GuiltOn a fine winter morning, I was reading newspaper. My eyes got stuck on an advertisement of a worldwide contest being sponsored by National Geographic Channel inviting candidates for sending documentary films to them on various genres like adventure, wildlife, natural beauty etc.,indicating that they will give one million dollar cash prize and an exclusive award to the winning documentary.I, being a professional videographer myself got interested in taking part in this contest. I thought to myself that if I am able to win it, not only will I get famous internationally, but also will be able to fulfill my dream of opening my own production house.I being a nature-loving person planned of combining all the three major genres i.e, adventure, wildlife and natural beauty in a single documentary film. Since there was a short deadline for submitting the documentary film, without wasting any time, I packed my luggage the next morning, kept all the necessary videography equipment in my SUV and headed towards the hills.3 Days laterLocation: Dense Snowy Forests, 5 Km ahead of Rohtang PassTime: 02:00 AMI was lying in a camp setup by me beside a river, trying to get some sleep. I had also setup a small bonfire to keep myself warm and to keep wild a****ls away. I was very tired because since last two days, I was busy capturing many video clips of wild life, my own adventure and nature that I came across till now. Suddenly I heard some strange sound.Realizing it to be sound of some wild a****l, I picked up my video cam and wore my helmet with inbuilt lighting equipment and ran outside. I saw a wild a****l standing across the river which I had never seen in my entire life. I started shooting it. But when the light fell on the a****l, it ran away into the forest. I checked my cam, to find that I had captured only a five second video of that strange looking a****l.Thinking to make the video of such a rare a****l, I decided to cross the river and follow it. I looked here and there and saw an old wooden bridge over the river shining in the moonlight, at some distance. I put the strap of my cam over my neck, and ran towards that bridge. When I reached near the bridge, I realized that it was deteriorating from many places. I started my video cam and as a part of my adventure shoot, started shooting myself crossing the bridge slowly. When I reached the middle of the bridge, my feet fell on a broken wooden plank and I started falling down. But luckily, I got stuck in between the two surrounding wooden planks. I tried to pull myself up by pressing those wooden planks with my hands. I succeeded initially, but when I applied some more pressure to get back fully on the bridge, those two planks could not bear it and they also broke up .I fell into the river along with the planks. This all got recorded in my video cam.Though I knew swimming, the water was so cold that my body stiffened up completely within seconds and I could not move my hands or feet. I realized that I was close to my end. I closed my eyes and started remembering God.Unknown DayLocation: Unknown.Time: Unknown.I opened my eyes finding myself lying inside a hut. I saw here and there and recognized my video cam, lying over a table. It was dark and snowing heavily outside. Suddenly, a girl came inside the hut and exclaimed ”You regained your consciousness. Let me call my dad.”She ran outside and brought her dad with her. He came near me and the girl gave me a glass of water to drink. He asked me how I was feeling. I was shivering badly and could not utter a word from my mouth.Realizing that I was not well, he touched my forehead and told her daughter: “He is dead cold. Please call Vaidyaji.”His daughter brought Vaidyaji who inspected me. After that, Vaidyaji said to the girl’s dad, “Ramesh, can you please come with me outside. I need to talk to you”.They both went outside the hut and started some conversation. The girl also ran towards the door and started overhearing the conversation between the two. After some time, Ramesh called his daughter outside the hut and closed its door. I was wondering about where I was and what was happening with me. A few minutes later, all three entered the hut. Vaidyaji took out a bottle and gave it to me.I managed to ask somehow: “What is it?”Vaidyaji told me that it was desi liquor, which every villager used to drink to keep their body warm. He then told me that I would have to drink that full bottle if I had to have slightest chances of surviving till morning.I told Vaidyaji: canlı bahis “I have a liver problem. If I drink even a single drop of it, it would act as poison for my body”.Vaidyaji looked worried on hearing this and told Ramesh, the only way out in that case.Vaidyaji said, “Ramesh, if this person cannot have liquor, the one and only way he can survive, is by getting some body-to-body warmth. I told you what I had to. Now it’s up to you how you get it done” Saying this Vaidyaji went out of the hut. Ramesh followed him. They both had some conversation outside and then Vaidyaji left.After some time, Ramesh entered the hut and introduced me to her daughter saying, “She is my daughter, Poorvi who saved you from drowning. You seem to be a good person to me. I don’t want you to die like this. According to Vaidyaji, you require heating up of your entire body which only a young girl can provide you. The only way left for your survival is getting cozy with Poorvi. But I will allow this to happen only if you promise me to marry her as soon as you get well and you will never betray her. You have only a few hours left of your life, if you keep lying untreated. This is a small village and the nearest hospital is quite far away from here. Now, it’s up to you whether you want to die just like this, or you want to survive as husband of my daughter. We are going out of the hut and give you ten minutes to think about it.” I was lying on the ground confused what to do. Then; I thought, how I can die like this. I had just begun my life. After ten minutes, both Ramesh and Poorvi entered and asked me about my decision. I agreed to all the conditions put forward by Ramesh and said, “I don’t want to die just like that and I am ready to accept Poorvi as my wife”Ramesh blessed me and Poorvi and said “Your new life is about to commence. Treat each other as your life partner now. Poorvi, do whatever you can do to save him. My best wishes are with you both.” After saying this he left. Poorvi locked the door. I was lying on the ground wearing Kurta pajama and sweater. Poorvi came near me and brought her lips near my ear and slowly whispered “I will definitely save you”. She brought a bowl filled with hot oil and sat near my legs. She started applying oil on my toes and started massaging my feet, while looking concern fully into my eyes. Gentle touch of her soft hands was giving soothing effect to my body. I tried to move my feet, which was now moving a bit but I was unable to move my whole body. She whispered “Are you feeling better? “I replied by moving my head up and down. She gave a gentle smile and removed my sweater gently, unbuttoned my Kurta and removed it too. She took some oil in her hands and started massaging my chest, looking into my eyes. I also started gazing at her body. She was looking damn hot in red woolen top and green long skirt. My eyes got struck on her boobs. I tried to move my hands and grab them, but was unable to do so. Her hands were moving circularly over my chest. I looked into her eyes. She gave me a gentle smile. I was feeling the warmth of her soft hands massaging my chest. It was the time when I realized that I am not going to die.She applied some oil on my hands and started rubbing them. At that time I promised myself that I will never ever leave those hands. My fingers started moving and I succeeded to get hold of her hands. She was transferring her body warmth through her hands. She applied some oil on my arms and moved her fingers on them. Her touch was magical. Whichever part of my body she touched, it started moving a bit. Poorvi looked into my eyes and whispered “Shall I continue further?” I replied her again by moving my head up and down. This time she moved her hands towards my waist and untied the knot of my pajama and slowly moved it down. Now I was lying almost naked in front of her just wearing my briefs. She put some oil over my thighs and moved her magical fingers on it. She was moving her hands up and down and suddenly, one of her hands unintentionally touched my dick over the briefs. This time I looked into her eyes and gave her a smile. She realized why I was giving her a smile and she blushed. I was waiting for the time when she would remove my briefs too and give me a hot massage on my dick and make it alive. As she was massaging my thighs, I was getting sexually aroused. After some time I felt some movement inside my briefs. I realized my dick getting hard. Suddenly, her eyes went over my semi-erect dick. She started bahis siteleri gazing it while massaging my thighs. And this time, she intentionally touched it. She looked into my eyes and this time her eyes were full of desire. She didn’t ask me anything, but I moved my head up and down.She kept one of her hand over my briefs on my semi-erect penis. She slowly removed my briefs and started moving her gentle fingers over my tool. She slowly bent towards my face while holding my dick and gave me a super hot smooch. Her boobs touched my chest. I was unable to control now, and my dick got fully erect, but my body was still not moving fully. Somehow, I grabbed her waist with one of my hands; smooched her and moved my other hand under her red top reaching her boobs. I felt immediate warmth of her boobs as she was not wearing any bra. I started caressing them gently and started moving my fingers on her nipples, while she gave me a hand job. By this time, she also got highly aroused. She asked me to remove her top. I tried a bit but was unable to move so much. She inspired me by whispering “You can do it, don’t lose hope” Suddenly I felt some energy in my arms and I removed her top. She was now lying topless with me. Looking at her boobs, I pressed them gently while she massaged my dick. Then I tried to move my head towards her nude voluptuous boobs so that I can kiss them and lick the nipples. Realizing my desire, she moved her boobs towards my mouth. I started kissing and sucking the nipples while I moved my hand downwards and touched her pussy over her skirt. I felt the heat and wetness of her pussy over the skirt. She held my head and smooched me passionately while I felt the warmth of her pussy with my fingers over her skirt. She moaned with sheer pleasure. Her warm breath was further making me warm. She came over me and sat on my chest with her face towards my dick and slowly bent down. She kissed my dick with her juicy lips and opened her mouth, taking my dick into it. I moaned in pleasure. Her warm saliva started coating my dick. Now we were in 69 Position, but she was still wearing the long skirt. So I moved my hand inside the skirt and touched her juicy lips. It was all wet. I moved her skirt a bit and entered my head into it. I could now smell the mesmerizing womanly fragrance of her love hole. I adjusted my lips on her pussy and kissed it passionately while she was licking and sucking my dick. I started licking her too. I opened her pussy lips with my hands, entering my tongue inside it and started making love with my tongue. She started moaning loudly. It felt as if she was about to cum. She pressed her pussy hard on my lips and enjoyed the orgasm. After some time she stood up and removed her skirt too, while I kept watching her. Now I could see her pussy which had very little hair on it. She was fully nude standing in front of me, while my dick pointed towards her pussy. She looked at it and gave me a naughty smile while touching her love hole. I again moved my head up and down. She sat on my tool which got struck in her butt crack. I grabbed both of her boobs and started pressing them gently while she was moving up and down. She moved up a bit and opened her pussy lips with her hands. I moved one of my hands and guided my dick towards her love hole. The tip of my dick entered her juicy pussy. She took hold of my dick and sat on it slowly, which helped my dick to slide inside it properly. She started moving up and down slowly while I started playing with her boobs. Her tight pussy was giving me the immense pleasure that I haven’t had in my entire life. My body was getting warmer and warmer while having the best time of my life. Suddenly I realized that I have also started sweating just like her. She started moaning loudly in pleasure. She kept on moving up and down and I was about to blow. I tried to move up and down and whoa! I was able to move now. I started fucking her hard. Her moans were getting louder and louder. I shot my manly juice inside her love hole and she reached the orgasm again. I held her tightly and smooched her again. She was lying over me and we both were now wet with sweat.The next morning, we both woke up nude in each other’s arms. Now I was feeling much better and I could move my body freely. I requested Poorvi to give me my video cam. She gave it to me. I checked it, but it was dead. I removed the memory card and requested Poorvi to keep it with her. Suddenly, Ramesh entered the hut. He enquired about my health güvenilir bahis and was happy to know that I was feeling much better. We all had breakfast together. After some time, Ramesh went for his work.Just like this, one week passed. Poorvi took care of me the whole week. Now, I was absolutely fit and fine. I told Ramesh that I wanted to leave. But Ramesh reminded me of my promise.I said, “I remember my promise. But I can’t marry her just now. I have to go back home and explain everything to my parents. I promise you to come back here with my parents within one month, and then I will marry Poorvi with all rituals”.Initially, Ramesh got angry and did not agree, but when Poorvi also requested him, he somehow agreed and gave me some money, so that I could go back to my home. Poorvi gave me the memory card; looked into my eyes and said, “I will wait for you. Please take care and come back soon”. I kissed her forehead and gave her a smile. With Ramesh, I went towards the forest giving him some idea about where I got drowned. Since he was quite familiar with the surroundings, he took me to that place, where I found my SUV luckily. Ramesh hugged me and I started my journey back home.Next morning, I reached my home. First thing I did was, checking the memory card. I found that it was working fine and had all the video clips intact. I got myself busy in giving my video clips a form of a documentary film. My whole week went like that.Finally, my documentary film was ready, which I uploaded on NatGeo website. The contest’s result was to be announced after three months. I got busy with my professional work and completely forgot the incident that happened with me a few weeks ago.Just like that, two months passed and one day, I received an e-mail from NatGeo regarding the nomination of my documentary film among the top five. They also invited me to the award ceremony to be held next month in Toronto, Canada instructing me to contact their regional office in India to make arrangements..One Month LaterLocation: Toronto, Canada. (NatGeo Awards Ceremony)Time: 6:00 PM.Top five nominations were being announced. Soon, they announced the second-runner up. It was some other entry. The documentary was played and it was good. Then, first runner-up was announced. It was again not my entry. The documentary was played. It was too good, even better than mine. I realized that now I could not be the winner and got completely disheartened.Now came the time to announce the winner. But, instead of announcing the winner, they played my documentary film, which ran for about 30 minutes and when it ended, the whole auditorium was clapping. I could not understand what was happening. Then they announced that the documentary just played, was the winner giving the reason that the person who filmed this documentary did not even bother for his life as was seen in its last scene where he was crossing a torn out wooden bridge and fell down into the river, but still recorded the entire action till he completely fell down, and such a daring person deserved this award. They announced my name. I went to the stage and collected my award and my cash prize.But, I was not that happy as I should have been, because I had betrayed the person due to whom I was still alive and receiving the award. I started feeling guilty.3 Days LaterI came back to India and went straight to that village. I saw Ramesh sitting there outside his hut. I went near him and greeted him. I felt tears in his eyes.I said, “Sorry for the delay but now I am here to marry Poorvi”Ramesh looked sadly towards the sky and said, “Poorvi waited for you for three months. She used to sit outside the hut, even in heavy snowfall looking towards road, waiting for you. But you didn’t come .She got pneumonia due to this and finally, she died two days back “and started weeping.I was completely shattered. The reason, I had come back to the village was to reduce my guilt, but that guilt increased even further. Maybe Poorvi had seriously taken me as her husband, while I always took it as a compromise to save myself. I could not understand her love at that time, but now when I realized about it, it was already too late. I also looked towards the sky and my tears fell down.I decided to settle down in that village forever to cherish the sweet memories of my beloved Poorvi always. So, I went back to my home, sold all my assets, transferred all the money to my account, including the prize money I received, and went back to the village and built a charitable hospital there with that money. I named it “Poorvi Charitable Hospital”.I did all this, trying to get rid of my Guilt. But, now it was so big that it will remain with me till the day I close my eyes……forever.

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